Tuesday, November 10, 2009

God draws close to the Broken-Hearted.


Brant Hansen
Sending Out the Invitations (Another Letter from Kabul)

"She grow up and never be married. She will be ashamed. She will not go to school. She will live with her parents her whole life, and she will be shunned. Her parents will be shunned as well. She will not have a wedding, and will not be invited to other weddings." 



Dr. Hashimi said this twenty minutes ago, as he hovered over her face -- her tiny face -- and threaded sutures. "She" is seven months old, a baby with tape over her eyes. We had asked him, "What will happen to her if she does not have this surgery?"



But today, she had this surgery. I got to hover over her little face as well, and think, and then he suddenly finished, and looked up, pushed his chair back, and said, "Now...now she will go to school. And she will have a wedding."



God loves little baby girls. And God loves weddings.



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If you read the Bible in an honest way, you can't miss it: God draws close to the broken-hearted.And He draws near to the poor, the weak, the vulnerable, the powerless, the hurting, the outcast, and the shunned. We, on the other hand, like to draw near to the powerful, the healthy, the popular, the seemingly whole. We grant them status.



But the Kingdom of God turns it upside down. The first are last. And a little girl in Afghanistan, born an outcast with a deformity, called "cursed"? In God's economy, she has status. I watch her little chest move up and down, and her tiny mouth sewn together, and suspect I'm watching royalty.



This building, this CURE International hospital is a squat, grey, concrete building, down the road from a former palace that's now rendered drab. (Oddly: The only bright flash of color on a building I've seen here is at "Little Las Vegas", a very place with a neon sign out front. It's just down the road.) But forget the palace. the King resides here now. And -- Vegas would understand -- it's apparent the King hasn't left the building.



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When I was a kid, we had posters up at school about brushing our teeth. Here, there's the occasional poster to teach kids about the difference between real toys, and land mines designed to look like toys. Land mines are here, there, and eveywhere.



I asked a knowledgeable person today: "So who's responsible for all these mines?" and the answer was, "Pretty much everybody."



Pretty much.



To study Afghanistan's history (and good luck making sense of it, the string of wars and takeovers is unending) is to sigh and scratch your head. Think about it: This country has been invaded from the north, the south, the west, and the east. It has been bombed from above and, as little kids even learn, below. Left and right, up and down, from without and, unceasingly, from within.



And little kids, for centuries, have been collateral damage. I look at her, and I think, no, sweetie, I would not want to be you. I would not want to be a baby girl in Afghanistan.



But this one is in CURE International's hospital, a place that's here because some people love Jesus, and love how he loves little Afghan baby girls. And I start crying, because I'm hovering over her face, and this little one is not collateral damage. She is knit together with a seam.



They called Jesus the great physician. CURE's tagline made sense then and there, it makes sense here and now: "Healing changes everything."



The Doctor is in the house.



And He loves weddings.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

God. You. Are. Good.

Even if today hadn't happened you would be--why is it when I calm down and trust you--that things happen?
lol

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Another lovely day...

Thank you God. =)

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Dear Ming...

[Lol, ok so I wrote this b/c I'm weird. =) If you could write a letter to yourself 10 years from now--what would you ask? What would you say....]

Dear future Ming,

How are you? What's your life like now?

What do you know about God that I don't know? What's he taught you over these next/past 10 years? What has he taken you through?

Has he really always been there?

Oh!
And...
Single? Married? Kids?

Do you ever make it through nursing school??

Do you think back ruefully to me and wonder how you could have been so silly and gotten worked up about things that really aren't/weren't really that big of deal?

But are there times you still feel overwhelmed?

Are there times when the world feels like it's falling all around you? Are there times just when you think you've got a handle on life and climbed out of a hole--that you get shoved back in again?

Are there times that you still throw your hand up to the heavens in frustration and exasperation over life?

Is God really faithful?

Can I really trust him?

Has he really been there this whole time?

Does he really see you through everything?

Is he really in this for his glory and our good?

Does he really love me that much?

If there was one thing you could tell me in hindsight what would it be?

Well anyways thanks for listening to me and I'm sure that I'll write again.

If there's time travel now--then feel free to drop by and fill me in. =)

Lovemuch,
Ming

Thursday, October 22, 2009

God, thanks for that.

You do care.