I want.

I want to be genuinely excited about God.

I want to genuinely have a joy and excitement that you can just see.

I want to genuinely have an unexplainable trust and faith in God.

I want to genuinely love God.

I want to really truly with every part of me be saturated in the love of God.

I want it to pervade ever part of my soul and transform me.

Not conform me--but transform me.

Is this crazy to want?

Yeah pretty much.

Good thing God's bigger than me huh?