To do whatever He wants me to do.
And the grace to have compassion and love for others.
Also. I want to move to San Francisco.
And I want to live a life that does not make sense unless Jesus exists.
Which is kinda scary...
Because when I look at people in the Bible that lived as though Jesus really did die and SAVED us and that Heaven is our reward--their lives were not...easy, comfortable, and safe....all things that the older I become the tighter my grip becomes attempting to hold on to the illusions.
I see God working in my life and the life on my boyfriend. And it fills me with such amazing hope and joy for the future--whatever it may hold.
Because I know that I know that I know that no matter what God is in control.
I just need to be faithful with this moment of time that I have right now and where I am right now.