Writing is Cathartic for Me

Cathartic < yes I just used that correctly. lol

I feel so good.

Lol, I almost feel bad writing that. 

Like maybe I'm a horribly person that can feel this good after just a few weeks of being retardly depressed.

I spin around my room like a little kid listening to my favorite music.

I hang out with my friends.

I go running like my life depends on it.

I crawl into bed and talk for hours to my God.

I sit under the stars and enjoy the very fact that I am alive.

I enjoy hot showers.

And reading.

And books.

And playing my violin (badly) lol

God has a plan for my life.

This I know with every fiber of my being.

It's a truth that echos throughout every corner of my heart.

I don't know what it looks like right now.

And that's ok.

I don't have to know and it's ok.

I look to my past and I see how very faithful God has been to me.

And I know I can trust Him with my present.

And my future.

Because I know whatever He has for me-it will be GOOD.

And I can rest in that.

I can be the little kid that holds her Daddy's hand.

I don't have to know where we are going.

I am just enjoying walking together.