I post a status on facebook asking for people to help me pay for 3 surgeries and immediately I become incredibly impatient.
I am a fixer.
I want to fix problems now.
I want to pay for everything in 4 hours.
I want to try and control the situation.
And I hear God whisper quietly, "I got this. You can trust me. It's my job to speak to people's heart, not yours."
I sit on my bed and whisper back, "I believe, but oh Lord help my unbelief."
Pray for my faith.