I want to be genuinely excited about God.
I want to genuinely have a joy and excitement that you can just see.
I want to genuinely have an unexplainable trust and faith in God.
I want to genuinely love God.
I want to really truly with every part of me be saturated in the love of God.
I want it to pervade ever part of my soul and transform me.
Not conform me--but transform me.
Is this crazy to want?
Yeah pretty much.
Good thing God's bigger than me huh?