ok so yeah I was thinking and listening to this missionary, he was talking about how once when his son was almost dead, the people he was there for were laughing at him and told him to wait for his sond to die, bury him and to just have more kids. He said that he hated them at that point and he had to walk away or he would have done something. He ended up living there for 20 years and his story was amazing but he was saying how those people didn't deserve his life, they didn't deserve his families lives either. But God did.
Ok so the reason we should love people isn't necessarily because they deserve it, not because they are lovable but it's because God bought my life. He bought every part of me.